~* Sunday, April 30, 2006 *~
faith has carried me this far, i'll let fate bring me further, oh mann, why does my mouth remain shut, even as opportunities arise...is she taunting me to bring it further or am i just plain imagining things? arrrgh...i feel at such a loss...don't know what to do now....
been wondering what would have happened if twc was never used, or that i told her the truth that day, or what if that teacher didn't show the slide....maybe it never could have come to this, maybe we would still be talking normally....but i realised life's not about ifs or probable outcomes, afterall, it ain't all bout econs, its the uncertainity that makes it worth living =)
saw her at the bus stop that day...i stood behind the advertisment board outta sight till her bus came...haiz...another opportunity lost
then we went back to east coast where we just sat around at bedok jetty sleeping, talking cock, the seniors and the energetic people were singing!!! we waited for the sun rise, too bad it was not a nice one though, but it was nice enough, a sun rise always gives you time to think about stuff =)
been wondering what would have happened if twc was never used, or that i told her the truth that day, or what if that teacher didn't show the slide....maybe it never could have come to this, maybe we would still be talking normally....but i realised life's not about ifs or probable outcomes, afterall, it ain't all bout econs, its the uncertainity that makes it worth living =)
saw her at the bus stop that day...i stood behind the advertisment board outta sight till her bus came...haiz...another opportunity lost
watched the chinese show "turn left, turn right" last nite, felt quite touched by the whole thing, by how fate played with them, bringing them so close, yet not letting them see one another..haiz...guess its better that way, afterall ignorance is bliss
well, night cycling was fun, other than a few close calls, everyone was unharmed, physically that is hahahaha!!! orchard road in the morning is so freaking quiet, oni a couple of taxis, who frantically beeped at me as i dashed across the traffic intersection =p had a humongous "cup" of sugar cane juice at chomp chomp, $2.50!!!! oh mann....its was huge, the auntie actually gave me two straws la, but i finished it all by meself *oink oink* i'm such a pig!!!
hmmm....after that we went to newton circus where we ate some satay and stuff...was quite sleepy by then cuz we sorta lost the way hahahaha after all we are all easterners. anywaez, after we waited for cher li to finish his food which took amazingly long to finish we went to lau pa sat!!!! reached at round 3 am? oni a dessert stall and dim sum stall was open...was so freaking tired that i didn't realli eat anything,wanted to play zhong ji mi ma with a dropped siew mai, but it proven too sick, even by the standards of ODAC people hahahahahaahaha, awww mann, can't load the photo yet, sianz
then we went back to east coast where we just sat around at bedok jetty sleeping, talking cock, the seniors and the energetic people were singing!!! we waited for the sun rise, too bad it was not a nice one though, but it was nice enough, a sun rise always gives you time to think about stuff =)