~* Wednesday, May 31, 2006 *~
~* Thursday, May 25, 2006 *~
haiz...these past few days have been like so surreal, everything like passes in a flash, been reaching homee tired and all, not wanting to do anything at all, except to lie on my comfy bed and zzz..zzzz......then my com msn messenger also not working exactly fine also, which is like uber irritating, cuz i have to use my dad's laptop...so sian...wednesday was like such a weird and funny day lo, we had a change in GP lessons, which cut our PE lesson by like 1/3 and was like super *censored* up, we just heck cared and brought our drinks to class, pearls rock during GP lessons. period. after that got odac GM lo, where there was major re-elections going on, got changed from me original post of PTI to air chief, yes, i know some people are happy =) no more sick PT rite, hahahaha, never mind, found out that wilson and xiaoyun have an equally sick mind too =) so yea, hahaha!!!!! after that went down to climbasia, where the girls decided to buy their shoes, mann, they sure took their time, 1 hr plus lo, that's nuts la, considering that i took like only 5 mins to get mine? hahaha, girls will be girls, whoops =p
VJ SOCCER BOIS RAWKS!!!! 3 GOALS SCORED IN UNDER 5 MINS, HOW PRO IS THAT!!!! WHY ARE WE SO PROOOO...WE ALSO DUNNO....YOU CAN SUCK MY TOE....YOU *UGLY ****HOLE*!!!!!!!!
oh mann....its her again, just can't stop thinking about her....plus she is avoiding me somemore, i've almost given up hope on starting a conversation, is this going to continue? i can't suffer like this for much longer, been pushing myself to my limits, trying to forget her but apparently it ain't been working...hmm..been wondering, what's the barrier in between us? does she think that we are maybe not equal? arrrgh...pumpfest tomorrow, better go sleep, mann....how i wish she would be there tomorrow...
VJ SOCCER BOIS RAWKS!!!! 3 GOALS SCORED IN UNDER 5 MINS, HOW PRO IS THAT!!!! WHY ARE WE SO PROOOO...WE ALSO DUNNO....YOU CAN SUCK MY TOE....YOU *UGLY ****HOLE*!!!!!!!!
oh mann....its her again, just can't stop thinking about her....plus she is avoiding me somemore, i've almost given up hope on starting a conversation, is this going to continue? i can't suffer like this for much longer, been pushing myself to my limits, trying to forget her but apparently it ain't been working...hmm..been wondering, what's the barrier in between us? does she think that we are maybe not equal? arrrgh...pumpfest tomorrow, better go sleep, mann....how i wish she would be there tomorrow...
~* Sunday, May 21, 2006 *~
yawn, these past few days have been so tiring....hmm....let's see, there was odac pt on friday and i reached home at like 9+ tired and all, haha though its my own doing, then there was saturday, that was a looooooooong day, woke up at 6.30, went to school to do ushering for PD5, which is so boring, i was supposed to sweep the floor first but the cleaners did their job, then xiaoyun, eugene, xinhui and me just stood outside the admin office waiting for the cars of the PD5 guests to come, but totally got no business at all so we ended up ushering the VIP wannabes, yay, there are so many purebloods in this batch, hopefully most of them get in =) after that, i had my level 2, yay, it rocks mann, we climbed like from 9.45 to 6.45? hahahahaha, it so totally rocks la oh mann...dynamic belay is like so FUN, HAHAHAHAHA its like bungy jumping with the floor closer to you, hahahahahaha, sorri aaron and nazri for dragging you all into the wall =) then again, i want to do dynamic belay again =) and yay, we passed the course, hehehehe, after that i ponned the harmoc ushering duty that i was supposed to do to join my cuz's bbq, lotsa her tj fren's were there, but amazingly, they recognised me and i like totally didn't know them at all lo, so yea, hahahahaha
big walk today was fun, posed for like dozens for shots la, started off quite high, but at the end of 10 k people all like so sian liao la, was also quite sian myself also, too bad we didn't start jogging =)
oh mann, this is weird, who am i kidding, somehow i dun think that i am able to forget her in the short time, can't help wondering when we can start talking normally again...does she still think that i am joking? how can i convince her?
big walk today was fun, posed for like dozens for shots la, started off quite high, but at the end of 10 k people all like so sian liao la, was also quite sian myself also, too bad we didn't start jogging =)
oh mann, this is weird, who am i kidding, somehow i dun think that i am able to forget her in the short time, can't help wondering when we can start talking normally again...does she still think that i am joking? how can i convince her?
~* Thursday, May 18, 2006 *~
gosh, these past few days have been quite confusing, i'm at quite a loss, mann, have not realli sorted out the things for the odac PT tomorrow, not realli planned out what to do yet, some people are going to support the VJ bball game, hmmm....maybe can make them run to toa payoh =) but then again, that's only a thought....then there's the issue of having a replacement of huay shan, dunno who to take her place, must be someone sick enough, hahahaahah, like liwen liddat, hahahhaaha, but she is QM lo, so cannot be, hmm....need to think about this, maybe instead of choosing someone who is so sick, maybe someone who can motivate others should be chosen, hmm.....lotsa hmmsss....
mann, been sleeping really late for the past few days, climbing and pw are not a good mix, hahahahaha, finally can sleep at 11 tonite, so happy!!!!!!!!!
arrrrrgh, can't help but relate about her again, today was preety confusing, i dunno what to do when i see her, dunno whether to talk to her, or do i avoid her....
SENTIMENTAL FAVORITE
(Owsley, Trevor Morgan)
Waiting for someone to finish the story
Of a heart that's been broken and thrown on the floor
Picking up pieces to put back together
Hoping it beats like before
It's all between you
And it's all between me
But in-between the lines what could it mean
When you say what you mean
Do ya mean what ya say
Am I the sentimental favorite of the day?
I am the coat that you keep in your closet
That you pull up around you whenever it's cold
It's not the weather that keeps us together
It's the warmth of my hand that you hold
(Tell me baby what you see is it me?)
Are you looking for tenderness?
(Said the sentimental favorite of the day)
Please be sincere, my dear, with me
Can I solve your mystery?
(c) 1997 Owsley Music/Milene Music (ASCAP)
mann, been sleeping really late for the past few days, climbing and pw are not a good mix, hahahahaha, finally can sleep at 11 tonite, so happy!!!!!!!!!
arrrrrgh, can't help but relate about her again, today was preety confusing, i dunno what to do when i see her, dunno whether to talk to her, or do i avoid her....
SENTIMENTAL FAVORITE
(Owsley, Trevor Morgan)
Waiting for someone to finish the story
Of a heart that's been broken and thrown on the floor
Picking up pieces to put back together
Hoping it beats like before
It's all between you
And it's all between me
But in-between the lines what could it mean
When you say what you mean
Do ya mean what ya say
Am I the sentimental favorite of the day?
I am the coat that you keep in your closet
That you pull up around you whenever it's cold
It's not the weather that keeps us together
It's the warmth of my hand that you hold
(Tell me baby what you see is it me?)
Are you looking for tenderness?
(Said the sentimental favorite of the day)
Please be sincere, my dear, with me
Can I solve your mystery?
(c) 1997 Owsley Music/Milene Music (ASCAP)
~* Tuesday, May 16, 2006 *~
VJ choir rocks. period. the rest you have to hear it for urself. my blog ain't good enuf to describe it, hahahahahaha
huayshan left ODAC today, that's bad, cuz now we're one member short, then we're also lacking in a female PPTI, which is not good, so we have to decide whom that reponsibility shall fall unto at tomorrow's GM, haiz....well, guess that's life for you...
nothing much to say, still raving from SOV, hahahahahahaahahahaha, songs still ringing in my ear, tired mann, think i'll go sleep
huayshan left ODAC today, that's bad, cuz now we're one member short, then we're also lacking in a female PPTI, which is not good, so we have to decide whom that reponsibility shall fall unto at tomorrow's GM, haiz....well, guess that's life for you...
nothing much to say, still raving from SOV, hahahahahahaahahahaha, songs still ringing in my ear, tired mann, think i'll go sleep
~* Sunday, May 14, 2006 *~
yay, the theme the past week has been: "divided loyalties", yep, dunno what side to take for everything, from RCC to ODAC, to the TJ vs VJ tennis match, haiz, a bit the caught in between. haha, afterall, it is difficult to support VJ if ur cousin is the captain of the TJ tennis team, hahahahahaha.....dunno whether to go for climbing or odac nowadays, but its always best if i get to go for both, but then again, when they clash, i dunno what to do, the horrible thought of quitting RCC or ODAC crossed my mind more than once, and i dun even wanna go there, so yea, haiz....let's just wait and see what happens lo
t'was another sinful weekend again, with me eating, sleeping, playing as usual, not doing anything else and studying at the minimal level, think that i'd better buck up or i might just like die for the midyrs which are like coming soon to a jc near you. cycled instead of studying for my SPA tomorrow, which i am like so dead for, hence i decided to turn back after bedok resevoir. mann, it was so fun chionging my bike all round the entire dirt track, gravel realli wears you out, hmm....oh yayaya maybe i should start a meter to count how many times i have been almost been banged down by the car,hahaha, i can add like 4 to the meter tonite, oops and sorri to the guy in black shirt cycling at eunos there, didn't mean to make you crash into the tree, if u're seeing this, so sorry =)
oh yea, choir concert is on next week i think....hmm...i think, yea, hahahaha, hmmm...so sian, dunno what to do for PT next week if there is one at all, dunno what to let them do lehz, cannot be too killing, at the same time cannot be too slack, then dunno what games to play also, must be unisexual, so that rules out soccer, and all those other sports that require tackling, hahahaha, jkjkjkjk, maybe play floorball next week, we'll see
t'was another sinful weekend again, with me eating, sleeping, playing as usual, not doing anything else and studying at the minimal level, think that i'd better buck up or i might just like die for the midyrs which are like coming soon to a jc near you. cycled instead of studying for my SPA tomorrow, which i am like so dead for, hence i decided to turn back after bedok resevoir. mann, it was so fun chionging my bike all round the entire dirt track, gravel realli wears you out, hmm....oh yayaya maybe i should start a meter to count how many times i have been almost been banged down by the car,hahaha, i can add like 4 to the meter tonite, oops and sorri to the guy in black shirt cycling at eunos there, didn't mean to make you crash into the tree, if u're seeing this, so sorry =)
oh yea, choir concert is on next week i think....hmm...i think, yea, hahahaha, hmmm...so sian, dunno what to do for PT next week if there is one at all, dunno what to let them do lehz, cannot be too killing, at the same time cannot be too slack, then dunno what games to play also, must be unisexual, so that rules out soccer, and all those other sports that require tackling, hahahaha, jkjkjkjk, maybe play floorball next week, we'll see
~* Wednesday, May 10, 2006 *~
well, long time since i last posted...fell sick a couple of days ago, on sunday, mann...almost died la, hmm...let's see, i vomited twice, had full blown rashes, fever, and let's not forget the allergic reaction that almost blocked my airways entirely....yep, nice rite, hahahahaha, sorri for the graphic description....had SPA the next day and i slept like only 1.5 hrs that entire night? so i was so totally groggy the next morning that i dropped my cup as i was brushing my teeth, oh mann..my parents then told me not to go to school nad i did, the doc gave me 2 days of much needed MC, yay!!!!
today was quite hectic, had lessons, then an ODAC meeting, then RCC interview, then climbasia, oh mann, i think that i screwed up my RCC exco interview, maybe i ain't cut out to be a VP, maybe a training officer suits me more =) but aniwaez, even if i dun get in, climbing still rocks =) so yea hmmm...looking at all the monsters at climbasia, we can't help but wonder when can we become like them, hanging on one hand and turning round to inquire about the next tile, nice, hahahahahahah
oh no, tomorrow got PT, i bet that's what mani PIs are thinking, well it ain't so bad, well, at least not as bad as welcome PT that's for sure =) actually dun realli have a concrete plan of what we are going to do tomorro, but it should have a 4.8km run, followed by 20 pushups and situps? then we shall go climb the school wall =) so fun rite, haha
quite pissed with technology these few days, keeps screwing up on me, like yest when i couldn't access any of the blogs at all, including this blog, then today my messenger screwed up, can't even log in or start, so sianz, say got some invalid link to a .DLL file blah blah blah, tried fixing it but seems that kicking the com ain't helping, hahahaahahahaha so sian
oh yea, had 2.4 todae, got 9.50 quite happy =) so congrats to all the straight As people =) and let's all give encouragement to those who didn't do as well as they expected =) *clap clap*
aye, can't help but feel that this blog is a bit the public lo, maybe should have another blog where less people can read lo, or rather maybe only me myself can read, hahahahaha, just thinking, just thinking
arrrrrgh, was looking through the OLC photos, oh mannn..i miss OLC, i miss kota, i miss a lot of things....when we were all together as whirlwind...haiz....and yes, i miss the stars, when we all laid down to watch them, june OT will be filled with similar memories i hope =)
i'm looking at young kids and i can't help but envy them, being naive and all, mann...can't help but think of nathan, hahahaha, hope that he can come to singapore at the end of the year, he was so saddd la, when we left, crying and all, i feel like crying too =( yay, if he comes then we can play superman again!!! not to mention even up the soccer scores, hahahahahaha
today was quite hectic, had lessons, then an ODAC meeting, then RCC interview, then climbasia, oh mann, i think that i screwed up my RCC exco interview, maybe i ain't cut out to be a VP, maybe a training officer suits me more =) but aniwaez, even if i dun get in, climbing still rocks =) so yea hmmm...looking at all the monsters at climbasia, we can't help but wonder when can we become like them, hanging on one hand and turning round to inquire about the next tile, nice, hahahahahahah
oh no, tomorrow got PT, i bet that's what mani PIs are thinking, well it ain't so bad, well, at least not as bad as welcome PT that's for sure =) actually dun realli have a concrete plan of what we are going to do tomorro, but it should have a 4.8km run, followed by 20 pushups and situps? then we shall go climb the school wall =) so fun rite, haha
quite pissed with technology these few days, keeps screwing up on me, like yest when i couldn't access any of the blogs at all, including this blog, then today my messenger screwed up, can't even log in or start, so sianz, say got some invalid link to a .DLL file blah blah blah, tried fixing it but seems that kicking the com ain't helping, hahahaahahahaha so sian
oh yea, had 2.4 todae, got 9.50 quite happy =) so congrats to all the straight As people =) and let's all give encouragement to those who didn't do as well as they expected =) *clap clap*
aye, can't help but feel that this blog is a bit the public lo, maybe should have another blog where less people can read lo, or rather maybe only me myself can read, hahahahaha, just thinking, just thinking
arrrrrgh, was looking through the OLC photos, oh mannn..i miss OLC, i miss kota, i miss a lot of things....when we were all together as whirlwind...haiz....and yes, i miss the stars, when we all laid down to watch them, june OT will be filled with similar memories i hope =)
i'm looking at young kids and i can't help but envy them, being naive and all, mann...can't help but think of nathan, hahahaha, hope that he can come to singapore at the end of the year, he was so saddd la, when we left, crying and all, i feel like crying too =( yay, if he comes then we can play superman again!!! not to mention even up the soccer scores, hahahahahaha
~* Saturday, May 06, 2006 *~
was eating instant noodles last night and couldn't help thinking of whirlwind...hmm...the "good" time that we spent together...where all of us crouched by the gas burner, hoping that the flame wun go out and struggling to eat the instant noodles, mann...come to think of it, it was the best time of OLC..hahahahaha =)
felt so sinful these past few days, non-stop eating of junk food, playing of the com to the max, going out, not studying, blah blah blah, i'd better stop and turn things around
woohoo...chiam see tong won again! no offence to diehard PAP supporters but potong pasir residents dun realli need all that money, we're content so yea =) good luck sitoh, try again next election, maybe offer more abalone and sharks fin soup, hahahahaha, just joking =)
feel like setting up another blog to record down my thoughts, but just thinking
felt so sinful these past few days, non-stop eating of junk food, playing of the com to the max, going out, not studying, blah blah blah, i'd better stop and turn things around
woohoo...chiam see tong won again! no offence to diehard PAP supporters but potong pasir residents dun realli need all that money, we're content so yea =) good luck sitoh, try again next election, maybe offer more abalone and sharks fin soup, hahahahaha, just joking =)
feel like setting up another blog to record down my thoughts, but just thinking
gonna recount the two dreams that i had about her, might as well, before i wipe them from my head...my first dream was a bit weird, like seriously, it was at esplanade at night, with the city lights in the background...i dreamt that she was having a candlelight dinner with someone, but its was surely not me, i was looking from afar in the dream...hmm...guess that the dream ended there, can't say for sure why though...second dream amazingly occured after i drank lots of coffee and still fell asleep, she was smiling and laughing a lot in that dream...haiz...
can't stop thinking about her these few days, dunno why though but its really distracting oh mann....i'm trying to forget her now, deleted all my smses in my phone, but hesitating to delete the number and msn add....but what the heck, as some coach in the movie i watched last night said, "set your priorities straight, and put the rest aside", that's what i'm gonna do. suddenly can't help feeling what nicole said was right (her being the genius and all), that there are more important things in life right now and that we should not be focusing on relationships...yep, so goodbye...oh yea, and thanks nicole for all the help and advice you've given me you brinjal =)
well, PW's a bore, quite difficult to think of ideas, brainstormed at airport today with the grp...saw a lot of veejay people at Macs, studying and all, some of the odac guys too....before the manager chased them away...i think he was pmsing today...cuz there were a ton of empty seats so yea, i'll stop the bitching here. finally embarked on the idea of promoting the tradition of having a vegan diet into society in general, where everyone becomes vegans, yay!!! so boohoo to all those people who do not like to eat vegetables, we're gonna survey you so dun run away if we need to enlist your help =) went upstairs to study with the odac guys after the discussion at Macs, saw them studying on the floor, wilsonator, dennis, alvin and xiaoyun sitting in the corner, haha, no offence but maybe she was avoiding alvin, hmm....hahahahaha,talked a lot of crap after that at BK, where i ate my second lunch of trans fats and calories, talked about the coming econs test, hahhahaa, alvin finally realised how much he'd been missing, good luck alvin =)
hmm...i'm wondering about religion these days....wondering about monoatheism....people who are strongly religious might want to stop reading here. why must there be absolutes in this world? is there all but one right and the rest wrong? must everything be divided into black and white, is there no room for the grey? i'm gonna recount an analogy that my dad heard from a monk, that all religions are like the fingers on our hands, at the extremities they are far apart, but as you delve deeper, they all come together.
is there a possibility that humans are meant to do evil and not good? afterall, compassion is almost non-existent in the natural world, where self-preservation is the main objective...hmm...then in that case how come doing good make us feel good? is that supposed to be a natural instinct? hmm....
oh mann...forgot where i placed my rock climbing exco application forms....oh mann...george just called me to fill in and hand it in on mon....nvm, i'll just fill in another one lo....think that i am going to try for VP, hahaha, though i originally was thinking of being training officer the first place, but we'll see how it goes =) oh yea, we'll all train hard for boulderactive and the osim triathlon =)
can't stop thinking about her these few days, dunno why though but its really distracting oh mann....i'm trying to forget her now, deleted all my smses in my phone, but hesitating to delete the number and msn add....but what the heck, as some coach in the movie i watched last night said, "set your priorities straight, and put the rest aside", that's what i'm gonna do. suddenly can't help feeling what nicole said was right (her being the genius and all), that there are more important things in life right now and that we should not be focusing on relationships...yep, so goodbye...oh yea, and thanks nicole for all the help and advice you've given me you brinjal =)
well, PW's a bore, quite difficult to think of ideas, brainstormed at airport today with the grp...saw a lot of veejay people at Macs, studying and all, some of the odac guys too....before the manager chased them away...i think he was pmsing today...cuz there were a ton of empty seats so yea, i'll stop the bitching here. finally embarked on the idea of promoting the tradition of having a vegan diet into society in general, where everyone becomes vegans, yay!!! so boohoo to all those people who do not like to eat vegetables, we're gonna survey you so dun run away if we need to enlist your help =) went upstairs to study with the odac guys after the discussion at Macs, saw them studying on the floor, wilsonator, dennis, alvin and xiaoyun sitting in the corner, haha, no offence but maybe she was avoiding alvin, hmm....hahahahaha,talked a lot of crap after that at BK, where i ate my second lunch of trans fats and calories, talked about the coming econs test, hahhahaa, alvin finally realised how much he'd been missing, good luck alvin =)
hmm...i'm wondering about religion these days....wondering about monoatheism....people who are strongly religious might want to stop reading here. why must there be absolutes in this world? is there all but one right and the rest wrong? must everything be divided into black and white, is there no room for the grey? i'm gonna recount an analogy that my dad heard from a monk, that all religions are like the fingers on our hands, at the extremities they are far apart, but as you delve deeper, they all come together.
is there a possibility that humans are meant to do evil and not good? afterall, compassion is almost non-existent in the natural world, where self-preservation is the main objective...hmm...then in that case how come doing good make us feel good? is that supposed to be a natural instinct? hmm....
oh mann...forgot where i placed my rock climbing exco application forms....oh mann...george just called me to fill in and hand it in on mon....nvm, i'll just fill in another one lo....think that i am going to try for VP, hahaha, though i originally was thinking of being training officer the first place, but we'll see how it goes =) oh yea, we'll all train hard for boulderactive and the osim triathlon =)