~* Saturday, May 06, 2006 *~
gonna recount the two dreams that i had about her, might as well, before i wipe them from my head...my first dream was a bit weird, like seriously, it was at esplanade at night, with the city lights in the background...i dreamt that she was having a candlelight dinner with someone, but its was surely not me, i was looking from afar in the dream...hmm...guess that the dream ended there, can't say for sure why though...second dream amazingly occured after i drank lots of coffee and still fell asleep, she was smiling and laughing a lot in that dream...haiz...
can't stop thinking about her these few days, dunno why though but its really distracting oh mann....i'm trying to forget her now, deleted all my smses in my phone, but hesitating to delete the number and msn add....but what the heck, as some coach in the movie i watched last night said, "set your priorities straight, and put the rest aside", that's what i'm gonna do. suddenly can't help feeling what nicole said was right (her being the genius and all), that there are more important things in life right now and that we should not be focusing on relationships...yep, so goodbye...oh yea, and thanks nicole for all the help and advice you've given me you brinjal =)
well, PW's a bore, quite difficult to think of ideas, brainstormed at airport today with the grp...saw a lot of veejay people at Macs, studying and all, some of the odac guys too....before the manager chased them away...i think he was pmsing today...cuz there were a ton of empty seats so yea, i'll stop the bitching here. finally embarked on the idea of promoting the tradition of having a vegan diet into society in general, where everyone becomes vegans, yay!!! so boohoo to all those people who do not like to eat vegetables, we're gonna survey you so dun run away if we need to enlist your help =) went upstairs to study with the odac guys after the discussion at Macs, saw them studying on the floor, wilsonator, dennis, alvin and xiaoyun sitting in the corner, haha, no offence but maybe she was avoiding alvin, hmm....hahahahaha,talked a lot of crap after that at BK, where i ate my second lunch of trans fats and calories, talked about the coming econs test, hahhahaa, alvin finally realised how much he'd been missing, good luck alvin =)
hmm...i'm wondering about religion these days....wondering about monoatheism....people who are strongly religious might want to stop reading here. why must there be absolutes in this world? is there all but one right and the rest wrong? must everything be divided into black and white, is there no room for the grey? i'm gonna recount an analogy that my dad heard from a monk, that all religions are like the fingers on our hands, at the extremities they are far apart, but as you delve deeper, they all come together.
is there a possibility that humans are meant to do evil and not good? afterall, compassion is almost non-existent in the natural world, where self-preservation is the main objective...hmm...then in that case how come doing good make us feel good? is that supposed to be a natural instinct? hmm....
oh mann...forgot where i placed my rock climbing exco application forms....oh mann...george just called me to fill in and hand it in on mon....nvm, i'll just fill in another one lo....think that i am going to try for VP, hahaha, though i originally was thinking of being training officer the first place, but we'll see how it goes =) oh yea, we'll all train hard for boulderactive and the osim triathlon =)
can't stop thinking about her these few days, dunno why though but its really distracting oh mann....i'm trying to forget her now, deleted all my smses in my phone, but hesitating to delete the number and msn add....but what the heck, as some coach in the movie i watched last night said, "set your priorities straight, and put the rest aside", that's what i'm gonna do. suddenly can't help feeling what nicole said was right (her being the genius and all), that there are more important things in life right now and that we should not be focusing on relationships...yep, so goodbye...oh yea, and thanks nicole for all the help and advice you've given me you brinjal =)
well, PW's a bore, quite difficult to think of ideas, brainstormed at airport today with the grp...saw a lot of veejay people at Macs, studying and all, some of the odac guys too....before the manager chased them away...i think he was pmsing today...cuz there were a ton of empty seats so yea, i'll stop the bitching here. finally embarked on the idea of promoting the tradition of having a vegan diet into society in general, where everyone becomes vegans, yay!!! so boohoo to all those people who do not like to eat vegetables, we're gonna survey you so dun run away if we need to enlist your help =) went upstairs to study with the odac guys after the discussion at Macs, saw them studying on the floor, wilsonator, dennis, alvin and xiaoyun sitting in the corner, haha, no offence but maybe she was avoiding alvin, hmm....hahahahaha,talked a lot of crap after that at BK, where i ate my second lunch of trans fats and calories, talked about the coming econs test, hahhahaa, alvin finally realised how much he'd been missing, good luck alvin =)
hmm...i'm wondering about religion these days....wondering about monoatheism....people who are strongly religious might want to stop reading here. why must there be absolutes in this world? is there all but one right and the rest wrong? must everything be divided into black and white, is there no room for the grey? i'm gonna recount an analogy that my dad heard from a monk, that all religions are like the fingers on our hands, at the extremities they are far apart, but as you delve deeper, they all come together.
is there a possibility that humans are meant to do evil and not good? afterall, compassion is almost non-existent in the natural world, where self-preservation is the main objective...hmm...then in that case how come doing good make us feel good? is that supposed to be a natural instinct? hmm....
oh mann...forgot where i placed my rock climbing exco application forms....oh mann...george just called me to fill in and hand it in on mon....nvm, i'll just fill in another one lo....think that i am going to try for VP, hahaha, though i originally was thinking of being training officer the first place, but we'll see how it goes =) oh yea, we'll all train hard for boulderactive and the osim triathlon =)